coolant in the oil
light on the dash
a brand new, top’o’the line, dying battery
flat mower wheel
no carport
gravel sinks
no talking about planning
no plans
money I cannot bring myself to spend—the risk! the future! the maybes!
for silly temporary things.
Nevermind the numbers on those pages.
Bonds, bounds, binding.
What goes up must keep going up
(That’s capitalism!)
Lemmings building bridges, mining pathways, drifting on umbrellas or plummeting to their deaths;
we thought it was funny to watch them die.
Pixels of ephemory.
Turn it off.
Cry over nothing.
FedEx stares at the house but can’t locate the pin on the screen, a whole system where we don’t exist. Despite the hundreds emblazened around the yard. Three hundred—no, four.
Mailbox, driveway entry, dark characters shouting against pale yellow siding.
But the screen says no, and so, off they go.
Split the world in two.
What you want to be fed to you
and the truth
Game over, baby. Insert coin to continue.
3-2-1
Press Start
through july 2025
mourning dove
country cousins
teardrops on the powerline,
picking the mulch clean.
Forgot the vulture visiting the fence post wondering if the trash can was a dead thing.
The ants feast.
Still, Abundance.
Soon, Rot and sister Ruin.
Guadalupe
apparition, shrine and pilgrimage.
child of an ancient tongue.
Take the old world and drop it in a new one
not arbitrary, but tributary:
“Among the dead”
oct 2024
bathroom gecko
building reminders
how a blister on the toe can threaten the days ahead
all the worries you try not to consider
the lotion with its pleasantly light coconut scent
how this city remains awake as I sleep
amazing how quickly one acclimates
this bed
that water
the sun sweating through me
i can wrap my toe in tissue
i can get back to virginia to find it more sweet
sun spots
trying not to sneeze in the Miami airport
traveling alone, for now
the streets of Miami are choked with storm water
swim in the ocean
swim in the streets
i think all these homes are airbnb
mercedes parked outside the gate
silent taxi, reprieve
the lady on the plane thanked me for not being obese
cringe
they’re going to the bahamas to put on makeup and squeeze into old jeans
we’re all judging something
horizontal streetlights how i missed thee
.bullet points
Bullet points are succinct, blunt, fully loaded. A journal of simplicity. This this this.
I feel a regular dread at the idea of sharing to the void.
I aspire to this: to perform live the ideas posted here.
This is a publishing device, a means to date my work, a vulnerable space to leave a creation.
When they can highlight and take it away. Copied. Pasted.
If you should take it, I hope it’s somewhere safe. Somewhere needed, helpful, kindly meant
somewhere that furthers words
